I  have been thinking about moving back to Nashville. It seems like a dream way to live. I could buy a big new house and work from home, have meetings on music row, drive through streams, and have a few big dogs to run around the property. That sounds like a little bit of heaven to me.

The cost of living in California is so high and in Elk Grove it is so overpopulated. Nashville is a slower paced community and the options for living are much cheaper. Nashville has better food, better entertainment, and most of my old friends are still there.

It is so tempting. I am struggling with where I am supposed to be and what I am supposed to be doing.

I know if I do stay in California, I can not work at my current job for too much longer. It is so hard because I have a hard time justifying what I am doing and what I am helping with. I know I want to work from home again, I just have to figure out how to do that and have enough money to live. Realistically I would need to make about 2500 a month to work from home effectively.

Right now I have to give it all to God and walk the path right now and wait for things to become a little clearer.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here’s how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

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Opening Credits- I can’t make you love me (bonnie Raitt)

Waking Up – When I fall (Rachael Lampa)

First Day At School/Work- Here I am to worship – Tim Hughes

Falling In Love- I wont give up (everyday sunday)

Fight Song- Speedway (Counting Crows)

Breaking Up- Something to believe in (FM static)

Prom- Liquid diamonds (tori amos)

Life’s OK- Only Hope (Caedomns Call)

Mental Breakdown- Pretty dress (rosie Thomas)

Driving- Outside Option (Zack Hexum)

Flashback- Perfect Circle (out of the grey)

Getting Back Together- peace (Robbie Seay band)

Wedding- I need words (dabid crowder)

Birth of Child- Not be shaken (vineyard uk)

Final Battle- Rain Down (Delirious?)

Death Scene- Path of Thorns (Sarah McLachlan)

Funeral Song- Pretty (Cranberries)

So what is the best way to deal with a long of stress? I am trying to find healthy ways to deal with. My old ways of coping are things I can not allow myself to do…

thoughts?